The girls have been asking if we can put the christmas tree and decorations up today. Usually we dont put them up till the 9th december, but I am considering putting them up alightly earlier this year. Part of me doesnt want to celebrate it as we wont be at home for christmas day, we are booked into relatives accomadation at Harefield. It is very unlikely that Peter will be home in time for christmas anyway, he really needed a transplant by today to try and get home in time. And that hasnt happened.
If the girls werent abut i'd be going crazy by now, and i wouldnt even consider christamas at all.